The Beginning 

Though we might of never had a start date, For me i love that i got to call a whole week our start date, May i ever get a chance to try again i promise i won't disappoint when it's time to ask and do something that will blow you away. 

June 2-June 7 2024.

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New Type Of Love

 

I loved you so much cause of how i was doing things completely new, stuff i never done for others, things i haven't even done for myself, in those moments i felt some warmth that hasn't been felt in anything else. 

June 29 2024- January 1 2025

Why Is It Different?

I wanted to dedicate this part to tell you what i mean by why it's different. Now i know you might not belive me and i understand my love, You aren't my first lover you know that and trust me it hurts to say cause im happy to be your first and hopefully only love, i never gave flowers to a girl like actually, never slept over at a girls house (tias house) never gave gifts like how i did, never put that much effort into anything, never had a new years kiss nor had a chance to celebrate it with my partner, never asked anyone to be my valentines or give a gift like how i did last year, i can keep saying example. The end point is that yes i know your not my first lover but understand in my eyes you are, The only one i love and the only one who loved me.

Start Of A New Year

Start of a new year 2025 high school was more fun with you, you might not believe me nor feel like i'm telling you the truth happy to be high school sweetheart my love.

january 1- may 28 2025

Becoming Adults

 We just got out of high school and honestly didn't feel real, in my head all that was ahead was to get a good job and maintain you my love, i feel like this also where i should've done a better job of listening. 

 May 28- December 29 2025

Time Apart, for now or forever?

When you left i felt like that's where everything went down, im honestly depressed i never got to fully hang out with you again my love, i know maybe this is a change that should happen i got too comfortable and i should've been doing more. I'm not asking you to just try again how it was, i'm asking for something new something better. I hope this showed you what i mean by how it's impossible to believe that 2 years forgotten like that and how it doesn't really matter to you and you moved on. I understand and maybe this will help or maybe i stayed up making this and checking it over for you not to look at it. 

I do love you perla. I love you so much. 

February 3 2026-